Funky

So I must say that recently I've hit a wall with my training.  I am simply not motivated.  I am loving my Pilates classes and hitting the elliptical at the gym but I am not motivated to go for a run.  I think part of this is related to work.  Last night I was at the office until 8 and by the time I got home I had a migraine and was hungry.  I just could not bring myself to go for a run.  With 18 days to go for the SF Half Marathon that is not a good place to be.  I need to get in a 10 mile run this weekend and I'm also participating in the Color Run on Saturday which is a 5K.  I have been getting in some exercise but not nearly the mileage that I should be doing.  I am disappointed in myself and sad that my motivation dropped off so close to the end.  Also, work has been stressful and unsatisfying of late which leads to me coming home in a bad mood.  That should be a great time to go for a run to clear my head but I am simply so tired that I don't want to do anything but lay in bed.  I am in a funk and I need to get out of it ASAP.  This week I did make it to the gym on Sunday for an hour and went to Pilates on Monday.  I'm trying to motivate myself to head to the gym tonight to at least get in some exercise.  I would say this is the hate portion of my love-hate relationship with exercise.  Blah.